Why Da F**k Am I So Shocked?!?

So da other day my BF got hurt nd I was in full panic mood, he was so chilled out about it but da cut was pretty bad. I had 2 go but i didn't wanna leave him 2 limp all da way home so i tried 2 stay. He keep saying go home i really dont want u 2 get in trouble babe. I told him ill stay until someone picks him up. He grabbed me and looked me in da eyes and said da 3 words i though he'd never say "I love you" than said ill b ok ill call u. Wat I should tell u is he never told me he loved me even wen we were just best friends. It shocked me so much, i couldn't even speck. he kissed me and told me 2 hurry home. I loved home 4 a long time, so why is this such a shock 2 me?!?!